Sorry

Sorry guys for not being around the last few, things have been on top of me lately ... I'm not one for sob stories but me gran died, I was really close to her ya know? She pretty much raised me and taught me all the things / morals i pride myself on today - what a woman. Anyway, selfish me has took it really hard, harder than the rest but, i dunno

Just checking in to see everyone, like i say, you must think im an ignorant fuck at times but im not really X

I've had a few so i'll leave it at that

ohh m8 im so sorry to hear that hope you and the family are holding up

You know, I just thought we had stuff sorted ... but its just one thing after the other. I've never been the best person but surely things go right for some people? I dunno, im just venting in an open space ... its like i cant do right for doing wrong, every corner is another shit ... im really gutted with life at the momemt, and that is not me at all

I'm very sorry to here about that. You shouldn't feel like you need to post in a time like this. Don't worry about it.