My bucket list- some of it.
Visit my mums (same place as my Nan n Grandad- her parents) rose bush where her ashes are.-Not been yet, not ready for that part.
Grieve.
Change my name by Deed poll.
Go to Canada and see why my mum loved it so much when she visited it, and why it seems to call us home to it.
Foster or adopt a child or 2, if I could get past the overly red tape nonsense and ruddy nosey snooping and god knows what they do to get you on the list to help.
Learn to knit- my Nan and mum did try to teach me but I'm totaaly useless at it.
Win enough money to buy a plot of land to build a nice small cottage and have plenty of land to rehome dogs who are abandonded or dumped becasue they are old or ill.
Wipe the smirk off my surgeon faces and get real answers to my complicated condition.
Find what I really want to do and do it.
Cook something so 'im indoors says wow not it's alright as usual.
Lose ruddy weight.
Learn to plan and manage time better.
Read more books
Learn a foreign language - other than jibberish n Nag
Master Paintshop
Sort my garden out
Decorate and finish the ruddy house off. Not let 'im indoors near a ruddy paintbrush with his it'll do streaky patchy painting techhnique.
Save money and become a more savvy shopper.
Take a degree in Forensic Physchology, Marine biology or Law.
Swim with the whales or dolphins.
Do a marathon, probably walk it not run it. Can't run for toffee.
Get more tattoos.